Blurting~

It is quite a long time I keep on observing myself - The way I talk, my gesture, my politeness, my flexibility, etc.... I finally found out that I am one who is hard to say "No" - The weakness I have in me......

When people try to ask me for outing, I will usually oblige, no matter how busy I am. Still, my frens around don't notice that I actually sacrifice my time, my homework, my phone calls, and even, my sleep juz for the outing. Sometimes, they don't appreciate what I actually sacrifice, what they see is my presence, and that's it~ At the end of the day, nobody will suffer with me by helping me with homework and studies....

Sometimes, even though I go out with them, they are not in good mood and not happy throughout the outing. >.< I can't figure this out... ...

I am thinking when can I learn to say no~ Would I hurt their feelings by doing so?

I am flexible, but juz because I am not around during weekend, don't call me Steve. (Lame~)

Emo~

Sitting in front of my computer and looking at those photos I have taken in matrics. I suddenly feel like I really miss matrics life. HELP can't give me what I want but matrics can. Air-cond, attached bathroom, water dispenser, lift, etc... They are not important at all. I am not willing to change my matrics life for those facilities....

I can still imagine how I play with all of you in matrics. Everyday I laugh and cheer in matrics. Here, I am alone. Totally alone~ Almost freak out >.< Everyday 6.30 a.m. wake up, go to bath, brush my teeth and have a face wash, then have breakfast, then go to KPD by bus, then go to class till 12, then come back. Upon reaching, on facebook, hotmail, MSN, Need for Speed and maybe, some downloaded movies. Can you imagine life is so boring and routine here.

Whereas in matrics, there are something for me to wait for. In class, I motivated myself by telling that I can go to play squash, or jogging, cycling, or even go and play monkey bars. Oh ya, by the way, HELP has no sport facilities except ping pong. >.<

Life in matrics is full of fun and suspense...... I miss you guys - Wei Yee, Soo Hoo, Yongshi, Pei Ling, Shi Chean, Tze Shin and Kahling~ I am indeed myself in front of you guys.
 

H3P4!!!! I miss you guys.....

Jogging~ !!

Blok C1 - Kolej Al-Khindi

4 little promoters ^^

YESH!!! 

Having party with our mentor~

Go to Penang~ (At Jetty)

Yongshi with her funny look xD

(P/S: I can't wait for our gathering coming weekend)

KMPP Life!~ (Part 1)

Whoever go to KMPP will feel that they are doomed at first, but will enjoy the life after that.

"Warga KMPP! Don't hit me for this statement.... What I am stating here is just my personal feel, it brings no offence."

Okay. Let's see why I say so. The hostel itself is so much different from my comfy room. ^_^ The bed is small as compared to my bed at home (Double bed) LOL!!! Before that, I can roll here and there, even do some acrobatics (360 degree turning). Furthermore, the toilet is so far from the room. What make the whole thing even worse is the queue. Just ask all of you one question, do you need to queue for toilet at home? xD

I am just giving some lame excuses here. Now, let's see why I say you will enjoy the life in KMPP!

The orientation week itself is so taxing and tiring and some say, boring... WTH! Who say boring? I am goin to hit that fella... =) Frankly speaking, the whole orientation week is a chance for all of us to mix with and get to know to each other. I miss the orientation week now... T.T

At the last day of orientation week. My whole character changed, thanks to my buddy in KMPP - Yongshi, Shi Chean and Nissa.... LOL!! At first, I was stunned by the dramatic Nisa. She is talented in acting. "精神崩溃." This 4 words explained me beautifully by then.




I still remembered we were having our cup mee in front of KESIS and then a stupid guy with a motor came and called us back to our own rooms.. Damn you! I will remember you forever for pissing me off! 

Stay tuned. I will continue to write more after this.. Now I have to go back to KMPP. 

有期望才会有失望，有失望就会有希望～

期望转成希望，希望转成失望，失望转成绝望。

Now I am in the third stage - "失望".

Don't learn me, brother!

I still remembered how I was always so positive to look forward for interview. First time I attended an interview, the desire to get it was so strong in me till I somehow I knew I will get it. First stage, yay! Second stage, YAY!! And finally third stage (Last stage), WTH!! The message was that...........

"We regret to inform you that your scholarship application is unsuccessful."

Fine. I knew failure breeds success. As an optimist, I waited, waited and waited, and lastly, another chance came. "Lucky!", and I attended the interview, fully armed myself with as many information as I could. First round, yay! Second round, WTH! lol... failed again. The content of the last phone call was:

"We regret to inform you that your scholarship application is unsuccessful."

Awwwww.... Two times..!! Liong~ I know you also fail two times but you succeeded in third time. So, I still believe in God! "Kepercayaan kepada Tuhan" - That was what I always read during the assembly in school. HAHA!! Looking forward to my coming interview.

希望转成期望，其望转成失望，失望转成绝望 has now become 有期望才会有失望，有失望就会有希望！只要有希望，达到成功只是时间问题。Let the past behind, look forward and aim to be better in future. HEHE~ Here I come... I must make sure that the next phone call or e-mail will be:

"Congratulation, you have successfully made it to be one of the scholarship holders of our company!"

Be Happy everyday! 

(P/S: I am still an optimist!)

Ranting~~

OMGGGG~~ time really flies fast... and now we r going to sleep for spm ady.. let's count still left how many days left... one... two.... three.... four.... ARGH still left four days left... (exclude today) yurrrr.... haven't prepared well la... still left so many things...

When I noe the "news" from xxx.... CB them la... didn't tell me also... Where our usual cooperation has gone to? I didn't understand why the x of u will do that... Really disappointed.... really...........really..................... DISAPPOINTED....

kk... dun ask what the news is... bt make sure u noe there is such a news... = = I will remember the day i noe this.... 12/11/09 .......

done! Blurt out the feeling in blog is such a good thing to do.. haha!

Presents!!!!!

Woot! Received many flowers from my juniors and of course, my friends, jrd and KOK

Flowers~ thx to all of u.... now I put each and every comment my friends wrote to me....

And a special gift from a bunch of "superman's" followers..... whee~ ^^

Whee~ I was wondering what izzit..... @@

And after I had unwrapped this box..... dang dang dang dang ~~~

Yoh!! A superman t-shirt~ ^^ Such a surprise from all of u.... thx!!

And, there is a special gift also.... here it is....

Boink... A soft cute handphone dangling... whee~ I like it also~ ^^

Anyway, Thx everybody for the presents and most importantly, the heart that all of u hav to me... :p I appreciate them very much... thx~

Tears rolling in my eyes unconsciously during my graduation day, but luckily it didn't fall down... =p

SPM coming

Oh my god! SPM is getting nearer and nearer..... ish!! It starts to torment me and I don't know how to get rid of this thinking... calm..... calmmmmmmm CALMMMMMMMM!!!!!!

Haha!! finally, I am back to blog again... thanks to my happy mood today~

Graduation is coming soon... I will post some pictures and perhaps, videos here to share with all of u. Stay tuned!

"So now we hold hands as we sing our last song last memories here..... Tears of happiness and joy, laughter that we sang all times............." I dunno why but I can't stop singing this song... if you dunno what song is this, u can ask me... :p

SPM Trial 2009

Suddenly, the desire of blogging fills my mind and I am here, writing about the newest incident - SPM trial!!

I really blundered in this trial exam.... Some of the subjects I did that well due to sufficient revisions, that is no doubt of that.... but the sad things are, I made SILLY and CARELESS mistakes in my MM and MT.... omggg~~~ I thought of getting these two subjects 100 marks but now, it seems impossible for me. Who ask me to sleep late during these days till I was sleepy during examination hall? Who ask me not to open my eyes wider to check every details? Who ask me not to check twice, thrice and even more? Who ask me to lie down on the table instead of checking?? ....... It was all my fault!!! argh!!!~~

Or should I blame others for that? I think I should..... These few days I was quite absorbed by conan... haha!! He is such a genius boy and I felt that I lose him a lot. CONAN!!! It's your fault!!!! haha~~

Conan!! don't scold me for my carelessness~~ sry sry T.T

Now, I knew I had lost three subject prize for my arch rival.... Moral (having the same mark with him but I lose because my mark was lower than his in gg1.... shit!!!), MM (He gets 100 but I blundered... sigh~~), and BM!! (felt like he is better but, still beh syok~~) haha ^^ anyway, hope that I can perform better in my coming papers..... Don't look me no up!!! (look down at me) I will beat you in final exam, rain or shine!! hng~

huh... finally I have released all my anger in this blog... Hope that this will turn out to be my inspiration to push me to the higher end~ wait for me, Himalaya!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

(P/S: Hope my readers won't feel that I am too straight..... ^^)

My New Belt~~

At almost 8.00 p.m. today, I finally became a true BLACKIE... hehe!! It was such an indescribable feeling in me at the moment ah sir handed the belt to me ^^ Celine even took the photo of our new belts - DJ's, hers and mine... (better send me the photo ASAP!)~

My Black belt with name embriodered on it... whee~~


Posing with different stances with my new uniform... hak!!

Anyway, after 1.5 years of wearing the old uniform, I am a blackie...!! My juniors asked me when should I change to black, and now I am!! Muahahahahaha~~

Miracle!!

It was indeed a miracle for Au Yoong not giving any homework to us and yet, she asked us to study ourselves... Wahaha!! But I think you must be wondering "Why is not teaching a miracle?"

She was a dedicated teacher I could say. I knew she tried her best to teach us well in 5S1 bt the lessons given could lull me to sleep almost every time. I still remembered how she asked me to wash my face when I nodded off... hehe!!^^ Anyway, during the free time, I juz managed to finish a subtopic of f5 sejarah (not memorise that type, juz underline only).... But then I really appreciate this type of "quality time"... Thx teacher~~ =P

(P/S: I hope that she would give us doing our work during her class.... whee~~)

National Physics Competition (NPC) 2009

"Omg... Why am I going to miss my dancing rehearsal?"
"You should spend some time on physics, tomorrow is your competition, make sure you are well-prepared."

So, I had to stay at home and study all the physics notes... It was quite a tough task as I squeezed all F4 and F5 physics in one day, no, one night into my small brain... huh... Force, displacement, scalar quantity, a.m.u., mass defect, capacitance, wheatstone bridge... And at the same night, I did a set of NPC 2007 questions.... It was terribly tough although the brochure of NPC stated that it covers only KBSM syllabus...

On the competition day (30/7/2009), I, could be said, revved up to do all the questions given.. As the teachers were giving us time to revise our physics for this competition, I ran through the notes for 2nd round and did another set of NPC 2008 questions. Again... It was mindstorming... = =

At about 10.00 (should start at 9), NPC 2009 started! Beads of sweats formed on my forehead when I saw those questions... Almost 75% of the questions involved calculation.. I started to think and think and think and suddenly, the power supply of the school block failed.... All I did is to continue doing those questions in a dim room... = = My eyeballs nearly popped out due to strain on the eyes...

Luckily, this time I managed to have all the questions done and checked almost 40 questions. Haha... Hope I can get the gold award, which provides me an opportunity to attend the grand prize giving ceremony.... But till now, I detected that I have 6 questions wrong.... T.T

Physics questions.....


NPC 2009~~ ^^

(P/S: Plzzzzz, let me get what I wanted to....!!)

Ipoh International Run 2009~~

Wheee.... Sunday (5/7/2009) is just around the corner and I have to wake up at almost 4.00 to prepare to participate in Ipoh International Run!! This is the second time that I take part in this run and yet I feel exuberant and hardly wait for it... ^^

Today my daddy had helped me to take the runner tags and a T-shirt from the Ipoh International Run committee at Ipoh City Council, Ipoh. Of course, I have my nike mended so that I can finish the course with minimum strain on my legs... Hehe....~~ I am all gear up to run....

These few evenings I did not jog around Istana due to the bad weather that could not be forecasted... The sky was gloomy and yet it didn't rain.... Haiz... I will run with all my taekwondo members tomorrow.. hehe~~ Hope I can finish the 4th kilometres without walking but jogging~~

H 142 - My tag numbers~~


A little bag of goodies and a gift voucher of Adidas!! Woot~~


IIR 2009 T-shirt~~ Looks better than last year's

I am not aiming for the top-20 but I wish I could get top 150 in the run so that I can have a finishes medal. ^^ Hope I can get it even though it is tough~~ Gambateh!!

American Idol~~

Huh.... Kris won as an American Idol... He has talent and he is handsome too... hmm... But anyway, let's compare Kris Allen and Adam Lambert.... "No Boundaries" by Kara DioGuardi......

Kris Allen

Adam Lambert

Please post comment on who you support and give reason.... I support Kris anyway... hehe~~

Don't judge a book by its cover - Susan Boyle~~

Such a surprise to all the audience for Susan Boyle to end up the runner up in the 2009 "Britain's Got Talent"!! She is a plump lady with double chin, always with a smiling face that is able to melt one's heart. At the age of 48, she participated in this event.

Susan Boyle, a courageous lady ~~

When she appeared as on the "Britain's Got Talent" stage, the audience and the judges appeared apprehensive and judgemental of her unpolished appearance. Upon finishing her song, she received a standing ovation from the live audience and unanimous praise from the judges. She sang "I Dreamed a Dream" in the competition first round and she sang undoubtedly well... The sweet voice of hers echoed around the hall and live audience and judges were touched and had a sudden change in their perception on her. Love you so much, Susan... You are a person for me to look up to... Gambateh, Susan!!~~ You are splendid...

She sang in tunes and seemed absorbed in the song - "I dreamed a dream"

Yoh... Dare to express herself... :p

Touching short clip (Observe the face expression of judges and live audience)...
Nice performance Susan!!~~

(P/S: Susan! You are my idol, better than anyone else I have known...)

Examination: English

I am going to sit for English paper 1 tomorrow, full of hope and oomph... Thinking of the effort that I had put in, thinking that the time I spent on English, thinking that the time I spent on blogging!!! ^^ Hope that tomorrow I can do my English essay well.... Anxious and exuberant.... :p

Today what caught my attention in the newspaper is the news about robotics camp in Ave Maria... haha^^ The robot that they built is just exactly the same model found in the book that come with the robot set... Haiz...

This model was built by me almost 2 years ago.... ^^

Anyway, hope that I can score well in English paper..... Gambateh!!

Dell M1330~~ On its feet again!

It was a hard time for me since I discovered that my computer had gone wrong... Geez!! The whole screen displayed strips of colour upon started... It was annoying and I cannot get to my documents that I saved into my M1330...

I hurriedly called for Dell Service Centre to repair my laptop... Finally, there is a technician from Dell coming to my house today.... Grateful ^^

After diagnosing the computer, he got to know that there are problems occurred in my motherboard. As my computer is still under warranty, he changed a new motherboard for me without any extra charge... Whee~~ :p

Motherboard of Dell M1330 XPS

Now I can use my laptop again!! Haha~~ It functions well now.. Hope it does not give any problem to me from now onwards...

Power failure = = & Chemical reaction

"What is going on before us, it looks dark!!"

"Omg!! Not again!!"

TNB failed to do its work again!! Half of Kuala Kangsar town was in darkness for almost 30 minutes.... And of course, the unsaved MT Project in my computer has lost once again. = = What intrigues me is my neighbour scolded bad words as soon as the whole atmosphere turned dark. Haha, what the funny thing he did... ^^

Today I really did a very silly thing.... Refuse to see her and I personally feel that I was timid in a way... haiz!! how can I regain my courage again!!?? I think the song "Crush" by David Archuleta suits me the best in this situation:

David Archuleta!! My idol~~

Lyric of "Crush"

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away,
goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

(P/S: Do increase the pay of TNB workers to ensure there is no power failure for another time)